whales of love are holdingthe planet,help them with your love ki ndnes and support love hope peace i wish i could i wish i could tell you that  everything is about to change 

that it is allabout to get way better

that we will feel fulfilled and creative

and passionate and different than we do today

and that life is only s just temporary right now

but the only thing i can tell you for sure is

i am here today and i will be here tomorrow 

no matter how shitty or spectacularly beautiful

life finds us

i am surprised to findhow heavy i feel

with most of my spine missing my head--dead weight

sinks like lead into the pillow

the more i consider how long

i continued to pulse

after letting your name

come out my mouth THEOBROMA--she said

it meant food of the gods

and i thought of your dark

sticky sweet skin

thought of our dark

sticky swet sin

just like chocolate 

i could taste you

melt on my tongue i wonder if icarus

truly felt invincible

flying straight into the sun

or if he always knew

he was willing to die

for one divine moment you are tempting

THEOBROMA

but i am not a god

born in a park in a punk as$ m0ney city swelling seed on       a branchhave you found a friend? you may ask.

why yes, yes i have.

i love you.

hi my name is jurgen munster. i had a dog named jake. he was my best friend. jake d

passed away and i miss hanging out with him more than anything. since i 

will never be able to do that ever again, i spend my time in tompkins square

being attacked by werewolf bitches from outer space

... undone!              the day i landed on the ground

           , i fell into the lap of

    a young girl, who brushed me aside.

an hour later, my seed hatched.

different being a seed swelling up on the tree than a sweaty

fleshy human

                               hold my breath here,

   how

                 ((    

                          )

 been hanging out with the sparrows eating

bread from a sandwich 

tearing into puddle bagel

    yee haw what a diet it:s been!